it evolves. but instant chemistry does exist. but i like to think that it's only temporary.
and yes, i have fallen for someone i've not desired at first. like right now. buttttt that's not going anywhere unfortunately :( circumstances changed. lol sighs

♥

Nadia, you lied to me. Until now, though i have forgiven you, i still don't get why you did it. Wasn't i being a good enough friend for you? Do you not respect me? Is it just some sort of an ego boost? Cause whatever it is, looking back, damn, you're messed up. And don't deny it! You lied to me, amongst other things, about your health. Which freaked me out like you wouldn't believe it. Was it funny to play with my emotions like that? You know how i am, and what? Did you see that as a laughing matter? Cause it wasn't funny from where i was standing. And yet, there you were as if you've done nothing wrong. I don't get it. When i got you back two years ago, you did the exact same thing again, it just involved more character and different script. I may have forgiven you, but i still can't understand why you did it. Aren't you tired of alluding the truth? You know, because of you, i never actually fully trust another person. Cause you betrayed me and it has been really hard for me to open up. Boo hoo, the sad story of my life ~~~
And don't even try to bash me. You know every word i say up there is true.

Xabi Alonso, you've hurt me. By moving to Real Madrid, you hurt me bad! I understand you did it for your own good. But sighs! I still can't get over the fact that you actually moved! Now my user name won't mean anything anymore. X14 refers to YOU!! X for Xabi, and 14 for your jersey number. Sighs! LOL i hope you're happy as a Madrista!
*dramatically runs away with fake tears* :P :P :P

Teacher H****h, you've hurt me, too! When you cancelled our performance at the very last second, it was like having your legs waxed. Except my legs doesn't come out sexy and it is much much more painful! Sighs! Your explanation to us is different from the one you told H***s and her boyfriend who is not her boyfriend. I don't get it, teacher! Seeing the crowd exitting the auditorium felt like Kevin Jonas slapping my face. Although i know he wouldn't slap me; the thought of someone you love slapping your face is so hurtful! Except it was much much more painful! LOL though we did get to perform in the afternoon, the atmosphere just wasn't the same. Sighs! LOL :P :P

Friends, you've hurt me. But in a good way. I wouldn't be the person who i am today without all the trial and tribulation that we've been through. I love you all. I can't imagine how different my life would have been if i never knew any of you! I think i would've been a lot happier because of the lack of drama. But then again, what kind of life would that be? Boring! HAHA i love my life the way it is, thanks to all of you!
Why do i feel like i'm writing a will? Yikes!! :P

Meme whoring = ♥

Meme one
Comment to this post and i will give you 5 subjects/things i associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given.

pressao associated me with;
( 5 things )

meme two
A quiet love meme taken from plastikpoppy
One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag, and when you're feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind you how great you are.

(Entry open to public.
Others can comment too, if you wish. Use OpenID. ♥)

Happy 25th year of independence, my Brunei.

For in your peaceful, beautiful, glorious land, i was born: i would forever be grateful for being a true Bruneian.
Keep growing, we must. Forever united, we shall.

Long live the Royal family, and the country i can proudly call my home, Negara Brunei Darussalam.

♥


I woke up at 4.30 just for the National Day celebration. I feeling both patriotic and really, really, really tired!